Hi. I'm Sam.

Remember I mentioned there was a guy I was really attracted to?


Well I had a dream about him last night.


I think it might be because I wrote that post so late last night? I don't know -


I have never dreamt about Ben before. (the last 'crush' I dreamed about was a girl called Sierra from year 10 at secondary school!) But I'm unsure as to how to take it.


My dreams (aside from being rare in occurence) never seem to follow a narrative and are nearly always a symbolic apparation. (I once dreamed I was surrounded by women in red sari's walking on a river.) So I feel like, when they do happen, that they are usually trying to tell me something.


In this dream I was in a house (looked a bit like my aunties old house), stood at the bottom of the stairs, in the narrow hallway. The stairs were completely white and they stretched up onto the tudor style landing, a door was opposite the top of the stairs, it was open but I couldn't see what was inside. I looked up and Ben was sat at the top of the staircase, writing. I walked up and looked at him. We started having a conversation, but without words. I cant really explain it?!


I got this urge to kiss him, so I leaned in, he remained still. Then we sort of jumped back in time?


We we're both sat upright again, as though my kiss attempt never happened. I tried again and the same 'resetting' occurred. This time we both kinda moved in - and it reset. At this point I got annoyed and stood up. He followed me, turned me around on the landing and just as he looked like he was going to move in, my point of view changed. I was looking up from the bottom of the stairs, like I had at the start, at myself and Ben stood opposite each other, but a few seconds behind where we had just been. He looked (again) like he was about to kiss me and surprise sur-frikin-prise. Didn't. But instead he lifted me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me through the (inwardly opening) door. Then the dream ended.


SO most of the time when I dream like this I read them up online to interpret them. Everytime I have checked the interpretations have definitely rang true for me. SO here's what this apparently means...